Kindnessgirl

i’ve been distracted by livejournal for the last few months. it is a place that has history for me. i just watch and read about other people’s (mostly mothers) lives, their experiences, their struggles. the weird things is, i really like all the people individually, but as a collective whole it’s a bad match for me. i get all insecure and frustrated, my kids are older, i care about different things, i hate the junior high feel sometimes. it’s a good place for some probably, toxic for me. i have almost stopped writing completely, this is not good…it’s hard enough for me to write anyway.

ugh…my head hurts.